everyones out, so im alone all day. parents and ray (my cuz) are at work an izzy is with sum weird emo friends of hers. Collin came down erlia (another cuz) and stayed till about half 11, when he had to go to work. he was talkin about talkin me golfing at the weekend lol, should be alright. ill probly be eating alot today :D yay, my favourite. but also, im gunna read :P actualy read!! ive gotten to like the 3rd chapter in a ew days (which is good for me!! as Gemma would know lol) but i do promised ide read as soon as i get here... its soon enough lol.
im (hopefully) joining the Australian Air Force Cadets =D means im gunna be able to fly!! and they do allsorts, most of all, they do rifle training, i cant wait :D AND im thinking about getting a job lol. so i can earn abit of money while i have no school or anything. but then when i do start school an i start the Air Force Cadets i think work will get in the way... an i'll just quit lol. well thats it for now... TALK TO ME!!!! i STILL wana stay in touch with you all XD or, whoever reads this...
ta ta

i saw dolphins today on a boat ride thingy!!! was good, but so cold! lol. aww, ive never seen dolphins before :(
so far, 2 weeks in aussie, and ive seen dolphins, kangeroos, penguins, cokatoos XD an i cant remeber if ive seen anytihng else.
on the way back, i saw a sho called "inuendo lingerie" haha, thought Gemma (and a few other people) would be interested in that XD an thats it so far. about to go see a house in a few mins. not too far from where i am atm. ta ta

:O I SAW PENGUINS TODAY!!!! aww, they were called angel penguins, an they were so cute. they just woddled everywhere, then swam like crazy!!! but on the surface of the water they looked like ducks! XD didnt get to see any whales or dalphins, which i was hoping, but oh well.
god damn hate izzy, she comes in when im trying to sleep an starts winging cause she wanted the ocmputer room so my mum came an made me get out (bitch) and then i didnt get to talk to Gemma, or other people in england :( argggg. 
tis friday, an tomorow my cusion ray is taking me out on his motorbike :D
off for sum fooood :P
charlie

whay, i watched the new harry potter today!!!! (even before you, Gemma :D) hehe, its quite a good film! :O AND GUESS WHO DIES?!?! hermiony!!! :O but there wasnt enough fighting, just left it on a clif hanger lol.
anyways, on other news, well ther isnt any realy. lol.
actualy got to talk to Gemma this morning (or at night in England) had to wake up at 5 in the morning, but it was totaly worth it! it made my week talkin to her, still miss Gemma LOADS tho :(
i wish i cud see everyone again!
i have no idea what to write... lol. im realy crap at these, i need lessons XD
well thats it for now

im talking to spoon on msn, so it means he's on at 1 in the morning :S crazy boy!
today i think im going to mope around the house, eating alot lol. izzy has gone out with her friends, i decided to stay in cause i dont want the samefriends as her, again! lol. BUT izzy DID get her bag back today XD so she has no excuse to live like a tramp anymore. lol. 
my cuz's (carol and andy, not ray, he's staying here) have gone on holiday to england, for 3 and a half weeks. so we practicly have the house to our selves. hope our house sells in england tho, so then we can buy our own house :D AND it'll probly be near the country side BUT i'll be able to drive when in 16 so i'll just drive about and back into the city lol.
yesterday i went to my other cuz's house (samantha, silvia and alex (but alex isnt by cuz, but he is from transelvania) was good, they went to the market, so me, izzy and sam watch garfield 2 and rocky horror picture show. it was funny cause half way through alex, silvia, mum an dad got back, an sam told me that alex was actualy from translevania, made me laugh. alex is so cool tho, his accent is amix off Aussy and Translevanian :P ooo and hes gunna take me hunting :D should be great XD
ive forgot everything else i WAS going to say, so im going to go eat sum food

charlie

p.s. Gemma, ill ifnd out what day i get the computer room an sort out a time :D

hehe, second entry in a day. cause i last updated 23 hours ago :P lol!
well last night was great! after spedding an incredably boring day watching tv, we went out for a famiyl meal (being all my cuz's) colling, my cuz, had 13 plates of food! it was the normal, get sum hot food, then last got for ur desert, it was hot food, desert, hot food, desert an so on :P i laughing so much XD 
then there was this fat woman sat on the table acros, he jsut straed an said "i bet that woman feels terable sitting there by her self eating all that food. i think ill go sit with here" an nerly got up lol.

its morning here, 8:46, missed talking to Gemma on msn :( by about 30 mins or summit. wish i was up earlier. but the computer rooms is also where izzy is sleeping, so i dont think it wud av gone down too well with her!

had another dream about home... an Gemma. it was weird cause it was in black an white lol. an we were in sum house down from school :S well i g2g, izzy is getting mardy cause she dusnt wana get dressed in the bath rooom or wait 5 mins for me to finish. 

charlie 

its 9 in the morning. and my cuz andrew has gone to school lol. its realy wuite cold! oh well. last night (thursday night) i met a guy called shaun who is a friend of my cuz, i think. he showed me around the elizebeth shopping mall, was alright. he told me all about the area, the schools an gangs lol. he's 14, an has 2 older sisters. also met my cuz samanther (sam) she an izzy got on quite well, but it was the first they ever met, but they talked alot on msn. we went to the city center before that, for all of the day with mum &dad & izzy. we took public transport so we got the jist of how it all worked lol. need to get used to that kinda thing. my paretns ended up having a huge fall out. well, it was my mum being a mardy bitch an wanting the world to revolve around herself. like she always is. 
the day before (wednesday) we went to these small towns that were in the middle of no where, but stil in adelaide lol. they were alright, wudnt wana live there tho. 
didnt get to go on the computer atall yesterday, was well anoyed cause i cudnt read Gemmas entrys, so i feel ive lost alot of whats happen cause i can only read 1 entry, being her most recent. an ive gotta go read sum e-mails. been a week since i saw Gemma, i'll never forget that. 
e-mail an what not time lol

ok, so i avnt posted every day which i sed i would... so far. but its been hard getting a computer lol. 
it is my second day here. its 8:55, an Adelaide is 9:40 hours ahead of england. so it shudnt be TOO hard talkin on msn. when i actualy decide to go on lol. yesterday we went to the "mall". thers 2 very near here. kinda in competition with each other lol. but its better then medowhall! :D which is agood tihng lol. wow, phil just texted me saying he cant sleep. lol!
last night i had about 3 dreams, all about Gemma. 2 of them had someone crying :( then i woke up at 3 in the morning an couldnt sleep, spent hours thinking about england, friends, an most of all Gemma. god i miss her! so much! no offence to anyone else, but she was/is the closest person to me!
i NEED to try an find sum friends over here, dont even have a school. oh well. might spend a few days trying to find my way around this god dam place. its HUGE!! and aperently its very shady at night, with all the crack heads about an what not lol. not sure what its like in comparison to sheffield. but lets hope its better XD lol.
it is winter here, an ive gotta say its pretty cold, i was shocked! seeing as though its Australia. an i couldnt smell a single BBQ. but it is stupidly cold. lol
anyways, all contact me! an tell me EVERYTHING that happens :)
luv u all xxx

ok, woke up later then i planned to wake today. so then i had to help my dad clean out the celler. but i just wanted to get to school an finish my bin (technology work) erli so i cud get out an meet Gemma, but she forgot to ask lol, but i met her later : )
but before i met her, i was in school. after school i got the bus to town, an met connor, becky and cressa on dev. we went about an cressa baught me sum cake lol. then they had to go to the toilet, an Gemma txt me saying she was erli, which made me smile. then ran to meet her an sadie called me saying she was walking to virgin so me and Gemma where with sadie an tim for abit before going back to mine.
was quite hard seeing as though it was the second to last time i'll see her before i move :( after she went i had to go to the pub with the family for a meal an to say buy to there mates. it was hard cause i cudnt stop thinking about Gemma. quite upsetting.
anyways, i have sumthing to give her before i go tomorow. would like to buy her something abit better, but i have about 2 pounds. which is what im useing to get a bus to her. well im off to bed, an no comp for a few days.
xxx

ok, this will probly be the last time im on here untill i get to Australia!
so yes, my comp is going to be packed up, then on monday taken away by the packers to australia!
cya on the other side :)
i dunno how im feeling... kinda excited, but sad when i think of all my friends!
especialy upset when i think of Gemma. im gunna miss her so much! i dont know how to put it any more blunt then that =( i realy dont want to cry when it comes down to it though... well, "these kinda things happen all the time" as the song goes...
x